books.


because sometimes the words become a book.

for the experiences that need more than a moment.

some experiences don't fit inside a single sentence.

sometimes they need a little more room.

they need space;

to recognize what you're carrying.

to feel a little less alone.

to underline something.

to come back when the words mean something different tomorrow.

that's why these books exist.

this sucks.

for caregivers living through the things they never thought they’d feel.

caregiving changes you.

there are a lot of books that tell caregivers what to do.

this isn't one of them.

sometimes the hardest part isn’t what happened.

it’s wondering if you’re the only one who has ever thought it.

the guilt.

the resentment.

the fear.

the love.

the exhaustion.

this sucks. was written for those moments.


this sucks. companion notebook

a place for the thoughts that didn’t fit inside the book.

some words don't end when you turn the page.

the companion notebook gives them somewhere to go.

it was created to sit beside this sucks.

not prompts.

not homework.

not here to tell you what to think or how to heal.

just a place for the words

that arrive after recognition.


when you’re ready.

this sucks. and the companion notebook are available on Amazon.

we’ll be here.